theUsedBlondie

Christina

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--the depths of underground-- by theUsedBlondie, literature

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--the depths of underground--

My head is full of empty thoughts Of which I can't decide The reasons why I'm so confused I think I'd rather die. Many times I built that wall So high to keep me safe So many times I also let It fall without a trace. I question myself effortlessly Hoping some day I'll understand. But it seems no matter how hard I try The answer lies underground. I swear it's just not like me To do like they had done. I always said I wouldn't be like them But indeed it has begun. Tugged and pulled continuously I've been torn at every seam Pushed and shoved reluctantly Far away from all my dreams. I may not know who I am today Or what tomor

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Just Once by theUsedBlondie, literature

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Just Once

Just Once Does it tear you apart to know I'll never be there? You'll pour me your heart, and I'll have not one ounce of a care. It was all a joke, all from the start. You put on a face, and tore out my heart. All the times you pushed me down, just so you could feel strong. All the times that I cried, still hoping I would belong. Does it bother you now, to have your true face be seen? All the words that you yelled, and every name that you screamed. You were living in a world of pretend, shoes you wish that you'd fit in. I just wish that for those few years, youwere the one who cried all the tears.

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About theUsedBlondie

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United States
Deviant for 20 years
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Current Residence: Chico/Los Angeles/Santa Barbara, CA
Favourite genre of music: Indie - Folk - Electronic - Ambient
Favourite photographer: the wonderfully talented friends and family surrounding me.
Personal Quote: Find ecstasy in life; the mere sense of living is joy enough.

Favourite Movies

Amelie. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. Fantastic Mr. Fox.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Metric. Cat Power. Basia Bulat. Beirut. Nico Vega. YYYs. CSS. Album Leaf. Sigur Ros.

Favourite Writers

T.S. Eliot. Sylvia Plath. Don Miguel Ruiz. Elizabeth Gilbert. Paulo Cohelo.

Other Interests

Music. Silliness. Good Food. Hairstyling. Photography. Art. Thunderstorms. Being Outdoors. Yoga.

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Aug 5, 2004

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theUsedBlondie

Aug 5, 2004

Change of Plans! :P

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hello all--so the whole thing with Santa Cruz didn't really work out. My bro was supposed to move down there with me. But he wound up HATING it and wanted to stay in Santa Barbara, where he'd previously had been living for 2 yrs. SO! I wound up moving down there with him. THEREFORE--I'm now a resident of Santa Barbara. We're currently waiting for a place to live..it kinda sucks having to be homeless--well, we've been staying at a friends, but it sucks to impose on everyone elses life. but soon, HOPEFULLY, we will have a nice place to call "home" as well. When that happens, I will make sure to let u all know so you can either a)come see me, b)

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theUsedBlondie

Jul 7, 2004

MY BIRTHDAY IS THURSDAY!!

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Hello all! So sorry I haven't been updating or giving my input on all your wonderful work as often as I should. I've been UBER busy with my last couple weeks of work at Regis Hair Salon (in my hometown of Chico,CA), for I am moving very soon to Santa Cruz,CA--where I will be starting a new job and somewhat of a new and fresh beginning...so I HOPE! :) Thursday is my birthday, aka, tomorrow, and I am very excited. Wooptie-doo. I'm not that much older, but hey, I am excited because I'm going to the Van's Warped Tour in Marysville, CA. RIGHT ON TO THAT huh? :D I hope to talk to you all soon. Peace out and thanks for checking out my stuff. late